Someone asked me yesterday why I keep referencing the fact that I was a liberal and now I’m not.
Why, she asked, do you need to keep repeating that? Why continually talk about going over to “the dark side”?
I thought about it. Why DO I keep referencing my former days as a liberal? Why not just state what I think NOW, and why, and leave it at that?
I muddled over it and came up with a few explanations:
1) Desire to define myself in opposition. Mike habitually rejects labels like Republican, conservative etc.; he’s more likely to look at the crazier liberal/Democrat initiatives or politicians and say, “Well, I know I’m not THAT.” Perhaps I’m doing the same.
2) Desire to assure readers that “some of my best friends are liberals.” Only instead of “some of my best friends,” it’s “I was a liberal.” One of the more common complaints for conservatives/Republicans/anti-statists is that liberals don’t just think we’re wrong, they think we’re evil. Since I held very different views in the past than I hold now, how I can I think that folks who currently hold my prior views are evil? I don’t, anymore than I was evil for holding those views. Which leads into. . .
3) Desire to assure readers that I don’t take things too seriously. I have some readers who stop by just for the kitty pix, and who think that all the stuff I write about politics and guns is flat-out wrong, if not plain crazy. I’m okay with that. I use the tongue-in-cheek references about going over to the dark side to wryly acknowledge that some folks think I’m nuts. And who knows? I might be. *grin*
4) Desire to make it easier for disagreeing folks to dismiss me. This would be an unhappy tendency, but I think it does exist. I don’t go seeking out conflict in my real life; the opinions I state in plain black and white here I wouldn’t say out loud in most common gatherings. When I do end up in political discussions, I usually end up saying to the effect of, ‘Well, I feel differently, I think XYZ, but that’s just me (shrug).” I have friends who disagree entirely with an anti-statist/conservative/whatever-you-call-it viewpoint, and I don’t want politics to interrupt our friendship; I’d rather laughingly call myself an “evil conservative” and brush it off, then get into a serious discussion of why I think what I do. (Is this the coward’s way out? Do I not want to make them uncomfortable, or am I afraid that I couldn’t effectively argue my views? Hmmm.)
So . . . . I think all the reasons stated above hold true to some extent. Would my writing be more effective if I left out the “I used to think X” part and just stated “I think Z and here’s why”?
I’d give you a definitive answer, but, well, only half a mug of coffee’s gone down my gullet. Takes more than that to get a definitive answer from an evil conservative
BWAHAHAHA!!!!!
